got my pink ic yesterday... almost forgot how it looks like... haha... as i left tekong yesterday, taking the ferry for the last time, i felt a tinge of sadness.... it was then that i realised that i was feeling that way not because i was leaving NS, but it was more the leaving of the friends that i've made.... for the past 1 year, we did almost everything together.. we slept together, ate together, bath together (as gay as that sounds), rolled on the mud together, laugh together and at each other, got fcuked together..... all those memories.... its the bond that we shared.... it was special.... i juz couldn't bear to leave them.... well, like what my fellow colleague said, nothing lasts forever.... when i first entered the army, i remember people saying that it will change boys into men.... i was doubtful.... but when i left my camp yesterday, i took a good look at myself.... i've changed a lot.... i may not be the "man" that advertisements claims we would be, but i'm definately a better person.... this necessary evil that they call NS has given me bittersweet memories.... and i'm glad i went through it the way that i have.... well, it was fun while it lasted.... thank you peeps for coming into my life and making my stay in raven a memorable one... especially people like sly, hafiz, syahmi, faizal, alvin, fahmie, pq, sheng rong.... you guys rock!! cheers dudes!

this chapter of my life is now closed..... and yet another new chapter begins....


Riz lost himself at 5/08/2007 03:14:00 pm

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tmr is the big day.... the day all nsfs dream about.... my time is here.


Riz lost himself at 5/06/2007 11:43:00 pm

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